The posts I'm about to upload are not the most pleasant to read. I know that one freind in particular (Hi Carla) is going to read them and please, please know that the last thing I want to do is upset you. Please understand that I wrote these words during a really dark time and when I was blaming everyone for my unhappiness. I just needed to write them because I felt like if I put everything down on paper, I would be able to make more sense of it and I wouldn't be so confused and scared.
However, I would like to make a request. Write one true sentence, write the truest sentence you know and then be assured that I will read it.
I'm sorry if what you read upsets you and I hope it doesn't make you too angry although you probably have every right to be. Everytime I wrote something like what I'm about to post, afterwards I would think of one morning in October when I was half an hour away from leaving when you called me. Just called me to see how I was. It was then I decided I could never leave you and whenever I have a bad day, I think of how you called me when nobody else did. And I realise that I am still a hopeful person and that is because of you.
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